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BrokenCompletely broken down
Gasping for air
Choking and Drowning in my own despair
You say we are the best of friends
But where are you now?
Where were you hiding when my whole world fell down?
You've shown my no sympathy
Guilt, or even regret
Is that really the best I can get?
My chest is hurting
My throat is sealed up and tight
What have I done that is not considered right?
We were supposed to be friends
But where are you now...?
Just sitting back and watching,
As my whole world falls down
FearChoking on air
Staying above the surface
I take a deep breath in
Just to drown in it
My chest is tight and empty
My hands and knees are shaking
Your eyes are all locked onto me
And the Game begins once again
You reach out your arms for an embrace
I stare at it blankly
It is not my place
Nor has it ever been
Anger replaces joy in your gaze
Because you thought that this made it all better
That this would make the wounds instantly go away
But, did you ever once pause to think
That this damage would never go away?
You wanted me to go to the house
There, to the epitome of my torture
The birthplace of my despair
Tears roll down my cheeks just at the single thought
I won't go there, because I can't
Not without losing myself
Along with my sanity
They all say, "How good it is to see you!"
"We've missed you!"
And, "How have you been?"
"We've never agreed with her point of view."
But you never tried to stop it, either.
I watch in silence as they put her in the ground
Grandmother, the Puppet-maste
Anti-Yaoi MemeWhen was your first encounter with Yaoi?
I was a wee little eighth grader who was just starting to get into Anime. One of my closest friends at the time used the term often, but I had no idea what it meant. Then I switched schools and made new friends, one whom was a dedicated lover of Yaoi and showed me the horror of it...
What do you think of Yaoi nowadays?
... Why? Please give me ONE good reason why EVERY guy in EVERY series MUST be gay. I mean, come on, even CHILDREN!? CHILDREN?! LEAVE CIEL PHANTOMHIVE ALONE GUYS! That's absolutely disgusting! D: I have nothing against homosexuality, but Yaoi is ridiculous.
What do you think of Yaoi fangirls?
I'm friends with a few who are low-key fans that don't stretch it much. They read stories about it, but most of them are non-anime related things like Kaito Shuno. I like fans like that. BUT, to the ones who shove Yaoi down the throats of fans like me, I'll cut you. Seriously. NOT EVERY CHARACTER IS GAY! Oh, these two ma
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